Do I need shades?

What to do with your life:
After five years of going to school and trying to convince myself of what to do with my life I gave myself an ultimatum. I decided that if I can't figure out what to do after a month of researching than I would become one of those medical techs that you see on late night tv. My mom always wanted me to become an attorney but the idea of a lot more school was not appealing. Too lazy for that. After looking through the paper and burning out Google I finaly decided what Iwould do. I wanted to become a paralegal. I can learn about the law and I realized that I enjoyed research and writing.
I have now been going to school for this for two and a half years and I am about to finsh in six months. Scared-excited-nervous-dont wet yourself... This is what I have been thinking nonstop. Can I be an adult yet? Do I know how to be anything but a student?
Well today I had my first interview with an attorney. I was trying not to sweat and stumble around. Do I look like a dog with rollerskates? How do I talk again? Surprise, surprise it went really well. I am officaily walking on air. I think that I can be a good grown-up. Where are my shades? The future is so bright.